I've been laid up for the past WEEK, right? I'm pretty much out of food. I tell my landlady this, and she's all 'Give me a list and I'll go shopping later'. So alright, I make a list: ravioli, eggs, peanut butter, coffee creamer. I even tell her what kind of coffee creamer, and exactly what brand of ravioli. Not so hard, right? WRONG!
She gets me
- Organic Fat Free Peanut Butter
- Organic Brown Eggs
- Fat Free Coffee Creamer
- Healthy Choice Ravioli
SHE FUCKED UP EVERYTHING!
Ugh, she's always on me to eat 'healthy' and not eat 'junk'. I KNOW I don't have the healthiest lifestyle, but there is a REASON I don't buy organic or fat free shit: I HATE IT, I WON'T EAT IT, IT TASTES LIKE CRAP. When I eat healthy, I eat fruit and veggies and drink a lot of water. I KNOW everything in a box or package is full of sugar and salt here in America, but I DON'T CARE, I DON'T EAT HUGE PORTIONS. That way I can actually ENJOY my food and still be moderately healthy. AND HOW THE FUCK ARE EGGS LOADED WITH SALT? I JUST WANTED REGULAR EGGS, $1.50 FOR A DOZEN, NOT FUCKING ORGANIC FREE RANGE BROWN SHIT THAT COSTS $4!!
I gave her a shopping list that shouldn't have gone over $10. The receipt she gave me is almost $20. I'm not getting paid AT ALL this week, and I still have to pay HER for rent! Now not only do I STILL have nothing I can eat, I have to go BACK to the store and return all this crap so I can get something I CAN.
I know she thinks she did right, and if I go down there and try to talk to her I'm just going to get a fucking battle and passive aggression bullshit. But I am tired, and I am in pain, and I did not need this shit right now. I am seriously about to cry right now, and I don't know if it's my OCD or if I'm actually this upset or WHAT, but I am just fucking done.